hmmmmm how about this week?

Last Week...15th Nov 2009 ( Sunday )

weight: ( YET TO CHECK )
waist: 42 inches.

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This Week...29th Nov 2009 ( Sunday )

weight: ( YET TO CHECK )
waist: 40 inches.

Oh! 2 inches off.... 2 weeks.... not bad for now...

Gina

after a week.... so how's results?

Hi ppl....

Its' been a week....of good food and yummy shakes!

I'm pretty nervous to check my inches.... was freaking out a bit....

let's check the orginal: 102kg.

waist: 45 inches.

YES...I'M HUGE!!!!

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This Week...15th Nov 2009 ( Sunday )

weight: ( YET TO CHECK )
waist: 42 inches.

Changes isn't as vast ... but its still results...OVER A WEEK... its pretty good...

in fact its been the only good results since so many years...

Wish me more luck!!!!!!!!

Gina

Let's be Honest...

Hi Reader...

I am Gina.... affectionately known to many as MAMA G...

I am the life of the crowd... and I constantly love to see people laugh...

its like a feel to good to know that people are happy to be around me.

And I'm sure its a fact! ;)

I'm 28 years old... by next year Apr I'll be 29 years old.

So how's my life now?

Its livable... is there such a word? *lol*

anyway... livable or not... happy or sad... I decided to create this blog to make a commitment ... a commit to change... a change for myself.... for a chance to perhaps...

live longer
sleep better
eat well

basically I just want a physical change... for good.

Why now Gina? Why? We love you for who you are...

Yes you guys do...I know that...

To be honest... I was never really big as a child... REALLY... sometimes people find it hard to believe but...serious I was quite a hottie...*LOL*

Singapore TOP MODEL wannabe at 6 to 7 years old!

Yes... I love to pose... too much...

I was never shy about me... I was raise to be confident and love myself...my mum was so proud of me... so did my dad and my relatives... I was always known as the good girl with the friendly nature...and I felt I was meant to do good in this world...I was only 5 years old.

even though at 7... doctors in school told my mum that I had to get glasses for life... it didn't affect at all... I kinda fine it was so cool to wear one... like I was so smart...

Daddy loved me alot... while mummy does too... she's more strict in my food intake... though time to time I was quite pampered...

I would have 2 fillets from Macs at late nights...snacks was never a shortage at home.... I could eat anything anytime i want...

when I was 8 years... doctors in my school came and did the usual annual check ups...

" OMG... ah girl...what did you do to yourself? 11kg leh??? you grew 11kg in 1 year!!!"

I didn't really get it then... i was only 8 years old...all i did was... ok...then?

News of my "growth" spread like wildfire in school.... before i knew what exactly was so "bad" about the 11KG... classmates...school teachers.... aunties... were all asking me...and when they see my mum... they ask her... i remember...

after that... I was never ever known as the friendly girl anymore... I'm... the fat one.

Me and my darling sister.... at 11years... was i fat? I was i guess...ppl kept on going at it... like i never stop growing...it seemed growing is so wrong...

How abt this shot? was i big? didn't look big now...maybe cos I'm alot bigger now....

Even my crush in Primary school... i was teased by everyone...his friends...when it was the news let out that I had a crush for him.... we were in the same class since p1... but we never talk since the news was out ...in our last year... i figured... i was only 12...crushed and fat.

Came along Secondary sch life... funny thing is... some said i was fat... others thought i was alright... but in numbers... I was big... T.A.F. Club....

I loved to dance alot... used to... then I stopped... I stopped when everyone stopped telling me I was good at it... and soon enough I just grew even fatter faster... I couldn't stop...

I sink into tee and pants....

I hated shopping for clothes... mum bought most of mine... I was like a fat tomboy with long hair... I loved makeup but shy away from being pretty....

pretended i hated colours... skirts... girly stuff.... but honestly...i loved them all...

even dating...

I learned along the way to look and feel good about myself... I did.. I still love me...in a way... I want to look good....

My first makeover shot... 18years...it was this shot... that shocked me... I didn't knew being big I can look good too....

this was a rare chance for me to take a full body shot of myself....

this was for a tv show i was in...some talent competition...

During the audition for the above tv show... it was bitter sweet ending for me...

other contestants despise me in front of me..."this kind of pattern...they also want?".... " are you pregnant?" just becos I wore a empire cut dress that was shapeless.

though i won the competition... i did feel good...but i was still fat.

whichever....

years passed...

Hey wait... all this whining isn't just simply talk... I've tried upteen times...

well perhaps I did try those i could afford... others that are ridiculously priced... I didn't.

Slimming centres... oh base on your result on the given time... i doubt the changes would be obvious....

another place..." your case... between 10k to 20k? "...when i told them i had to think about bcos its a huge amount I might be investing...." don't you love yourself?"

DISGUSTING. simply... perhaps with people like that around big people like me... would perhaps feel what's the point even trying with such idiotic tactless sales personnel around.

Now after all these years.... the last 4 months... I loss 6 inches to my waist...

Its something that's been working so far...

I want this change for good health... and its a commitment... for mum and dad at least...

I don't want them to feel any lesser OF HOW GREAT PARENTS THEY ARE BRINGING ME UP....

Change with me...

Encourage me.... tell me...

Welcome to lose it with me....

My changes... weekly updates!

Gina